IzzyBol

"It is what it is.." With those words he rose from the table and walked away without a backward glance... She, sitting there watching his retreating back, realized that finally she was free... Free from heartache.. Free from want... Free from caring... Free from him... She knew there would be tears, but that they would be short lived... And that she would survive, it all.. From the beginning she knew that one day it would end... Knew that she was just one in a string of many... He had many and discarded one after another... She envisioned the notches on his bedpost... She knew that the words, so sweet coming from his

It is late, but I cannot sleep, I wander out on to the beach, I have no destination....I just know that I must escape....from the torment in my mind....the agony of desire unfulfilled. I sit on the cool sand, and stare out towards the sea, the moon hangs low over the water. A full moon, it lights up the night, it reflects off the gentle waves. The only sound I hear is the lap of the waves against the shore. I look up and down the beach, I am alone....good, I want no one to witness my misery. My mind will not rest, I cringe at how you laugh at the desire you see in my eyes...you know how I feel, yet you care nothing for me ... Knowing how yo